Monday, January 28, 2008
firstly... halos chor! haha i think u'll be the first one to notice if i update my blog.. so *waves* haha!
finally feeling hardworking enuf to update my blog..
after much reflection, i realise that i am really really really lazy.. i really dunno how many more things could have been accomplished if i am not so lazy... argh i realise i have the same post about me being lazy last year.. seems like old habits die hard? haha. shall attempt to be less lazy this year.. hmmm time to start having an action plan i suppose.
well.. random thought.. i think that the best time to read self help books is when you are still a teenager.. at that mouldable impressionable age... and you tend to really adopt whatever u read cos u really want to be.. "accepted".. so.. yeah, that is the time when change is "easiest" and somehow things you read just become part of you subconsciously i think...
sigh. who doesn't have family problems? after talking to many people, that's something i have come to realise. everyone has their fair share of family conflicts.. stubborn family members.. nasty circumstances etc etc...... i just hope some people will wake up soon and realise that what they are doing are hurting the very people who are the reason why they have been working so hard.. the silliest thing in the world is to tolerate the nonsense given to you by strangers, only to unleash it on the people who love you and will always be there for you. and i hope that some people will be start to realise that they are actually lucky and stop making irritating excuses for the things they have been doing..
many times, all it takes is a change of perspective to realise how things are actually so amazing, and how you have always been taking some things for granted.
and 1 more thing.. the ultimate laziness is not pursuing the truth because asking questions and trying to seek answers in order to get to the root of everything is so demoralising and tiring. i am the epitomy of that laziness. hopefully i will change haha.
CNY is coming soon! like so soon! i only have 1 set of new clothes this year i think haha. and i dread going back to msia... :( i wanna go chinatown to experience the atmosphere.. but ya... need to mug!!! time passes so fast, i wonder what i have been doing all these while... time just... teleports itself out of my life. scary...
new favourite song:
soulmate by natasha bedingfield.
Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
you're not easy to find
Is it possible
Mr. Loveable is already in my life?
right in front of me
or maybe you're in disguise
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
Here we are again, circles never end
how do I find the perfect fit
there's enough for everyone
but I'm still waiting in line
Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one
Who doesn't long for someone to hold
who knows how to love you without being told
somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone
