what if.. tomorrow never comes?
what if you're in a constant shade of gray
what if you don't want to think of something and yet you have to
what if you feel like not doing anything and yet at the same time feel like doing something, just something
what if you're just inherently bad, and only trying to be good
what if you just lie in bed tonight and never wake up tomorrow
maybe that's a better way of saying goodbye than having to live with torture of illness..