i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears..
if you have to leave
i wish that you would just leave
cos your presence still lingers here
and it won't leave me alone..
let me forget the taste of freedom, so that i can get used to the imminent days of ploughing through the myraids of words and infinite limits of wisdom.
arrrgh.
i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
bah.