what's the point of studying so hard?
what's the point of all these?
parents went to malaysia today.. it was raining rather heavily and i got quite worried for their safety.. images of horrible things kept running through my mind and i was really flustered.. the thought of being all alone in this gigantic world frightened me.. and the thought of how things could just change drastically in one instant was simply unbearable..
without my parents and sister to encourage me in whatever i do, to be there for me.. to provide for me now.. and be present in my life..
gosh. what would i become?
and so the thought of "what's the point" just floated through my mind..