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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

I'm sorry. i just had to show off the singlet that i absolutely looooveee... :)

here goes!

yes.. u didn't see it wrongly.. its an

ACS singlet!!!

nono.. i'm not a traitor.. just that this big airy singlet is the perfect choice for hot humid singapore!

maybe rgs or rjc should make singlets too! :)

thanks for the nice tags! :)

__pondering* 6:18 PM :)

Sunday, September 25, 2005

honeybear!! Posted by Picasa

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honeybear rocks! Posted by Picasa

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happy happy!! Posted by Picasa

__pondering* 10:23 PM :)

i absolutely absolutely love love love my little panda sister, my dinosaur dad and my cute mum.. and my precious little honeybear!!! :):):)

mum has been making cakes.. and stupid me din guess that it was for me.. celebrating my bday in advance heh..

my panda sis has beeb plotting this surprise for a dem long time lo!!

there were so many tell-tale signs and i didn't realize it!!

well well.. on saturday evening.. suddenly the doorbell rang..

i got a real real big shock when i opened the door!! goodness! my little precious was there in front of me! and he bluffed me that he has guard duty on saturday! boo!!! :(

my heart was jumping so so so so fast la! was really shocked, and pleasantly surprised! hee.. happy happy!! my darling came all the way to my house to celebrate my bday! :) hao xin fu wo! hee.. and my family knew all these in advance! haha.. its very adorable lo!! the pains they go thru to make this a nice surprise! hee..

i am just very very happy.. :) love all of them!

i miss my little honeybear now!! he's just too adorable to be true.. *beams*

__pondering* 10:13 PM :)

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

well well..i'm not that handicapped without my digi cam afterall! just realised i can send pics to my com via infra red! yay!! so i can take pics using the phone!! happy happy! haha..

went to michelle's n jega's love nest last evening.. :) quite a cosy gathering.. except that i was rather bored cos i dunno any bridge or taidee or errr.. ps.. was yawning away most of the time.. haha.. but it was great to see some of the gurls again.. exception of hp bet ness.. boo..

went shopping with bx.. haha.. glad that i told her we are shopping for her bday present lo.. if not we wld have bought her stuff she wldn't like as much.. but now she's happy with her kawaii shades and flats! :) and i'm happy to see her happy too!

midterm break.. is it really a break?

jia you for the prelims!

__pondering* 4:10 PM :)

another 1 of the sweet couples last night Posted by Picasa

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1 of the sweet couples last nite Posted by Picasa

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baoxin and 1 of her birthday presents! Posted by Picasa

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blue buggy retro shades...  Posted by Picasa

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the mashi-maro cap and the pink act-cute specs.. haha.. Posted by Picasa

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the baos and the specs Posted by Picasa

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Saturday, September 17, 2005


i just keep dreaming of love stories these days..

last night i dreamt up my own version of huan zhu ge ge..

and the previous night, i dreamt up my own version of the current channel 8 7pm show..

i think the reason why i can never don't watch tv is because i need my dose of love story to keep me alive.. haha.. i get withdrawal symptoms when 1 love story ends..

sounds crazy i know.. but well well.. different people have their different quirky habits.. that's mine..

__pondering* 9:36 AM :)

Thursday, September 15, 2005

In the past, whenever people mention "many people might get this disease.." or like " after you do this you might fall sick..", i never ever thought this kind of thing will happen to me.. i always think i'm infallible.. i'm strong enough.. i'm not like others.. i won't fall sick.. but now i know i am not.. i m just like anyone, i'm vulnerable.. i'm fallible.. i'm not as strong as i make myself out to be..

not that anything bad has happened to me... its just a sudden realization.. nowadays many realizations are coming to me.. but they are just fleeting occurrences.. transient moments of enlightenment that dissolve away in the blink of an eye if you do not bother to capture its essence..

FA is finally over.. haha.. i think most ppl are rather "stressed up" over it.. very glad that its over..

and finally friday is going to be here! this is the mad week.. and after this is the break! god knows how much i need this break.. to relax, catch up, rejuvenate.. oh man.. friday come quickly!!!

aaaahhhh.. just feel like sighing.. sigh.. i'm a strange girl..

__pondering* 5:43 PM :)

Tuesday, September 13, 2005


LOVE YA!!!! and may this year be full of answers, not questions, of happiness not sorrow, of contentment, not yearning, and most important, of discovery and growth!!!

__pondering* 5:09 PM :)

Sunday, September 11, 2005

what's the point of studying so hard?

what's the point of all these?

parents went to malaysia today.. it was raining rather heavily and i got quite worried for their safety.. images of horrible things kept running through my mind and i was really flustered.. the thought of being all alone in this gigantic world frightened me.. and the thought of how things could just change drastically in one instant was simply unbearable..

without my parents and sister to encourage me in whatever i do, to be there for me.. to provide for me now.. and be present in my life..

gosh. what would i become?

and so the thought of "what's the point" just floated through my mind..

__pondering* 11:40 PM :)

Friday, September 09, 2005

i'm at the SMEC thingie now.. can't believe some jc students actually paid $100 for this. goodness.. :(

a doctor talked about going on missions just now.. i was rather touched by it.. thinking about my dream (medicins sans frontier), i am starting to wonder whether it will ever come true..

practicality versus idealism..

our lives do not just belong to us.. we are contantly interacting with ppl ard us.. so.. many of our dreams are actually hindered by our many obligations to other people in our lives..

ok.. shall listen to her now..

anyway.. hi michael.. haha.. :)

__pondering* 1:24 PM :)

Saturday, September 03, 2005

you know that medicine has gotten to you when you see a banner saying "ink cartridges" as "ink cartilages" .. haha..

had a brilliant fantantic time with mich and jess today.. miss yu all a lot gurls.. and the other gurls too!!! meet up soon..

daniel too!

__pondering* 5:51 PM :)

Friday, September 02, 2005

i absolutely love my penguin family!! ok.. actually its a zoo la.. i m the penguin, my sis's a panda, my dad's a dog, and my mum's a.. an assortment.. she becomes whatever we want her to be... heh.. :)

though we have our disagreements at times.. and we "quarrel", but deep down, we know we love each other and is willing to do anything for each other.. that's what makes a family.. a collection of people who are different, yet love each other for being who they are.. :)

seeing liwei ard in school makes me think of the primary school days.. n then i think of chaoqin and wonder how he is.. and i think of all the scandals.. jess, me, ness, watson, liwei, waggies, chaoqin.. haha.. i chuckle to myself thinking of those days..

but we have all grown up.. today's liwei is more mature.. today's baorong is hopefully more mature too.. everyone's different.. growing up is such an amazing process.. :)

life is such an amazing process too.. sometimes i wonder what the cycle of life is for.. what can we do with what we have learnt? afterall we will die.. and after we die, who will remember whether we lived a meaningful life? and even if a meaningful life means only to ourselves, why would it matter in the end when we will have no consciousness or memory of anything?

complicated questions with no satisfactory answers..

__pondering* 9:21 PM :)

happy family!!! Posted by Picasa

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my cute dad in a turban!!! Posted by Picasa

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my funny lovely parents!!!! love them!!! Posted by Picasa

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