haven't blogged for such a long time! goodness.. school has been busy.. :( horrible.. its only the beginning and i'm not catching up with things.. wonder how things will be like for the rest of the year? am i gonna spend everyday mugging and worrying about impending things to mug? oh man.. what a sad life.. :(
my friend and i were just talking about the mugging mentality.. the probem is, people here are not vocal about their feelings..firstly, they are not brought up to voice out how they feel, secondly, even if they do, their comments will be treated with skepticism.. eg. if someone says "oh no.. i haven't mug this this this yet! how! i dunno this this this..", the first thing that comes to your mouth will be "i'm sure! u chao mugger! don't anyhow say la!" or sth to that extent.
so in the end, we keep our feelings to ourselves and worry about not catching up with our friends in terms of mugging.. so we push ourselves to mug harder and we get super stressed up.. and then our friends see us mugging so hard, and they get worried and mug even harder to "catch up", and you see your friend mugging so so hard and you get worried and mug even even harder.. and the cycle goes on and on and on until you find yourself in woodbridge. hrmph. ok la.. i'm just being a pessimist here.. but well, this kind of thing really do go on. psychology of students in uni is so fun huh? haha..
anyway, sigh.. so many people are going away.. how.. its so saddening to know that many people will not be in your proximal distance anymore.. :( selene, jeremy, jerald, edwin, edward, lindy, mingjing, sunny, shifeng, hongking, the other psc ppl.. and the list goes on.. all the best in your studies people.. enjoy the overseas scenery and people-nery while we nussers are stuck here..
i wanna read junk books like i used to.. sigh.. but well, i dun even have enough time to read my textbook.. bleh! and i'm becoming like a panda even th0ough i sleep so so sooo much every night. and now i've got a super sexy voice and a bad cough and whatnot.. physiology of my body is just screwing up la.. bah. you must know how your patient feels before you can treat them well eh? bleh.