Sunday, July 24, 2005
went to pam's and yihan's play yesterday! it was a very very confusing play.. the real inspector hound.. i couldn't grasp anything inside actually.. and i found myself an absolute goondu when the audience started laughing and i was there scratching my head.. bad bad bad experience.. pay and get confused.. but it was rather interesting to see a play after such a long time..the actors and actresses were good.. they put in a lot of effort.. they have been rehearsing since april! gosh..
those who went to support :)
pam and her hilarious makeup!!!
red carpet!
after that we stood at the art house for super long.. wanted to for pam but she went off for some rendezvous already.. after waiting for 1 hr plus and talking, we met hoards of rj ppl coming out from the art house.. they were there for val wong's and alvin loke's performance! so it was like a mini rj gathering.. everyone just hung ard and talked and talked.. fun!
and then yazid, yihan, wang and i headed down to some quay to take a look at the famous eskibar.. eskibar is not that cold.. i think its because there are simply too many people inside! its scary i tell you! the boss said in some interview "on weekdays, there are not enough places to sit, on weekends, there is not enough place to stand".. it was cool( pun intended)..
us inside eskibar!
baorong and yingheng were at the eskibar!
and after that we went to hooter's to check out yazid's ex gf.. she is chio..! and we walked ard and looked at that bungee thing.. wah.. its scary.. boo! the person said he could give us special rate.. so anyone! we can go next time! 3 people for 60 bucks when it should cost 90 bucks! :)
aahhh.. school is starting so so so soon.. it is scary..
and i had a very weird dream last night.. i have no idea how it could have been in my subconscious.. i was about to get married the next day, but i was really unhappy about it.. i think it was kind of a forced marriage or something.. and after pondering for really really long and being consoled by a faceless friend, and of cos crying tonnes of tears, i decided to call it off, but i couldn't reach the guy.. i dun even have his telephone number! time was running out and i was in total hysteria.. crying and crying.. i can still feel the agony.. it felt so real.. like.. spending the rest of your life, tied down by a sacred agreement with a person i can't commit to and have no feelings for.. it was like entering a dungeon with no way out in front.. and all i could do was to turn back.. but the door was slammed shut. it is really scary and sad.. i think i need to interpret this dream.. haha.. and hopefully it doesn't happen in real life..
my entries have been rather superficial lately.. well i guess that's cos i have been too "busy".. and haven't had time to reflect on things going on around me.. it always takes solitude to bring out the deepest sentiments and form conclusions and resolutions.. but well, the predominant feeling nowadays is "i'm a lucky girl".. and "everything bad might be a blessing in disguise".. and i'm really a firm believer of letting things take their natural course, no point planning and plotting.. just let time and fate decide.. do my best come what may, and let the waters of life take me on a cruise.. bumpy sections are thrills to spice up my life, while smooth sailing portions are for reflection, goal setting, and enjoyment.. wow.. i feel like a total optimist after a nightmare.. haha.
we must catch up girls! and daniel!
