heyoz.. hmmm sorry jess, i didn't mean it that way.. that's a bad faux pas.. bah. and no, you're not struggling with things you know dear.. actually in life, i guess many things bi shang bu zu, bi xia you yu.. you're already much better off compared to a lot of ppl.. (perhaps im not the right person to tell you this, but well, for the moment, just forget who is writing this entry. grin.) the previous entry i was writing about reading my diary right? there were so many entries that i mentioned you.. things like.. "jess got xx (super high marks) for a maths while i failed.. jess is so smart!", or things like jess and michelle both got dem high for e maths and i only got xx (grazing the passing marks).. sigh.. i feel so stupid".. "successes" like these get forgotten easily, and we only tend to remember the times we fell and failed.. i bet you forgot about all these incidents.. the "aim" of my previous entry was actually to tell "everyone" that the faster you accept things and move on without bitter feelings, the more you'll find that things get better.. love you jessica dearie..
baoxin! when you come back then i let you see all the photos la!!! bet you'll drown in your own saliva lo.. heh..
and thanks for the compliments sab and jess.. :) one of my aims this year, and it is pinned up in front of me among the other aims: learn to accept compliments graciously :)
today is matric day.. bwah. the whole day was spent waiting and waiting.. booooo... i look like a ghost on my matric card la.. bah. and bought laptops for me and sis.. fujitsu one.. very nice!! can't wait to use it.. goodness, my home is cluttered with unnecessary stuff.. booo..
and tml, i'm going off to laos with sang, weili, hong king and bena until 31st!! but before that, i'm dropping by bangkok for like.. 3/4 day.. anyone, if you're reading this and want anything from bk, please sms me! =) i've got no clothes to pack.. sad. so i'm gonna be clad in t shirt and shorts.. but thai guys are not cute, so its ok! *wink* this laos trip is gonna be a *not-shopping* one.. we're gonna go trekking, visit waterfalls, temples, go cycling along the streets etc.. exciting!! i hope i get to ride on the elephant!!! *jumps*
ok.. i'm too high.. too tired liaoz.. its scary.. the end of this laos trip marks the start of a lifetime profession. am i prepared for it?