caught chase
"i'll wait for another ten years. [nods in sad resignation]. i'll wait for another ten years."
was "discussing" about the possibility of that with qiantai.. no doubt its so so sweet.. he said its the thought of waiting that really counts, and makes it sweet. awwee. of cos that is so sweet.. being prepared and willing to wait signifies the depth of emotions, the certainty, the sincerity of the heart, the nobleness of sacrificing without expecting anything in return. but somehow, i think that only happens in movies, stories, or drama serials. fairy tales in short. right now, ppl willing, faithful, and unwavered enough to wait are rare! once someone rejects someone, soon, that rejected will be on the prowl for someone else.. ok i make it sound bad.. but the point is that, i don't believe in these fairy tale scenarios anymore.. come to think about it, its risky, and quite foolish. u wait, while the other person is happily moving on with her life with her/ his beau.. and you die a lonely miserable man.. :(
but nonetheless.. its very sweet.. go gabriel! get allie back!!
out with selene today.. nice cosy trip where we shared so many things close to our hearts.. and of cos, no girls' gathering is ever complete without shopping.. looking for clothes that can be worn to uni.. and met some really pushy salesgirls at far east.. scary. happy for selene though :)
do i want a doctor husband? *grin* will that be too boring? or will that mean that our paths will be side by side all the way till the future, and that we'll have an unspoken understanding with each other? *grin* it's still too early to say!!
from the blogs, seems like all our social circles are expanding.. bet, jess, bx, jam.. see la mich.. i dunno wads happening to you cos u dun have a blog! =( friendship's amazing in a way that it makes people travelling on diverging paths turn back and tread to where it all converges when the need arises.. or when there's no need even.. :) wonderful friendships! love all you people~ :)
just a random thought. to "renounce urself from all ties of kinship" can be quite a selfish act, cos all of us are intricately connected in such a way that its not only you who needs to rely on others. others need to rely on you too. its not always only about you.
I laugh, I dream, I cry
Save me from this place
I had a dream that I
Oh 'cause you
Before I met you
Save me from this place
Save me from this place