i have no idea whether i did a stupid thing today..
it seems really stupid now that i think of it..
but.. what's done is done..
let this be a dream. please.
i hate to think of it.
and of the murderous silence now.
what have i done?
do i really want it?
what will happen after this?
what is going to come?
will things turn out fine?
or are they going to change drastically?
oh shit.
this is crazy.
i am going crazy.
what have i done.
the unsettledness and uncertainty is killing me..
is this what i really want??
will it solve anything,
or will it just make things worse?
what have i done..