Tuesday, May 24, 2005
hey gals.. so disappointed to hear that you guys didn't go to johore in the end.. such a waste.. it would have been such a great triple date..but perhaps a good idea to forgo it too.. considering the horrible inevitable jam:)
monday was kinda good.. out with OG mates qt lindy and daniel.. wasted the morning stoning at home, but ya.. afternoon was tennis at southhaven, thanks for arranging daniel, and for the rackets too :) that was followed by dinner at NYDC at wheelock.. haha.. dishes 90, 92,93,94.. i have good memory! and that was accompanied by very funny and insightful conversation.. i just feel so happy to have such "soulful" conversations with people.. it feels good to.. understand all the little insinuations and hidden meanings behind the words.. and to be more sensitive because you know a little bit more.. seriously, i've missed out too much in the past man.. we were waiting for levina to join us, but its a pity she couldn't cos she had a bball gathering.. lev's so feminine now.. wonder how she is :)
everytime i think about how different everyone is, i just feel so amazed.. amazed by the different personalities moulded by genetics, family, friends, environment etc. the different priorities people have, their reaction to things, their opinions, their behaviour.. its amazing how external and internal factors can produce such diverse permutations and combinations of characters.. well.. seems like my circumstances have made me a person who thrives on human contact. whenever someone tags me, smses me, mails me, emails me, calls me, asks me out.. or anything to that extent, i feel over the moon.. on the contrary, i feel so down and worthless when there's none of these.. there was this article in cleo that talked about how some women just cannot leave their handphone.. or rather can't stop sms-ing.. i guess i fall into that category.. smsing is my way of staying connected.. my way of being happy (if ppl sms that is).. yep.. that's when the "dif ppl have dif priorities and dif opinions" part comes in.. some ppl dun see the point of smsing.. i seriously wonder how some ppl can survive on 300 smses a month.. i will die.. haha.. but ya.. i guess some ppl just dun thrive on that aspect of human contact as much as i do.. to each his own. :)
expectations. can god rid the world of that?
"I Want You To Need Me"
Celine Dion
I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between
I want you to need me
Like the air you breathe
I want you to feel me
In everything
I want you to see me
In your every dream
The way that I taste you feel you breathe you need you
I want you to need me
Like I need you
I want to be the eyes that look deep into your soul
I want to be the world to you
I just want it all
I want to be your deepest kiss
The answer to your every wish
I'm all you ever need
[Chorus]
More than you could know
And I need you
To never never let me go
And I need to be deep inside your heart
I just want to be everywhere you are....
I want to be the face you see when you close your eyes
I want to be the touch you need every single night
I want to be your fantasy
And be your reality
And everything between
