Monday, April 18, 2005
yo.. reliefing in rulang now.. taking over a teacher on mc.. i'm actually taking primary 1F.. it's not as bad and rowdy as i've imagined it to be.. the kids are actually quite quiet when u make them do work.. looking at them reminds me of those years gone by.. how many of us will actually think of our p1 days? days of colouring, reading those big big storybooks, doing easy worksheets like penmanship, PETS coursebook, playing pepsi cola 1-2-3 at the porch during recess, doing prefect duties in the mornings and recesses.. screaming at kids like arafat.. then getting screwed for screaming at them.. silent reading.. playing badminton on weekends or after school, mixed doubles, badminton tournaments.. how many memories have been packed in this building that has nurtured us for 6 long formative years? now, the building has really changed.. no longer that gray small building.. classrooms are now so big and spacious with nice tiles and decorations and tables, the canteen is so nice.. the com labs are high tech, the whole building looks bright and cheery.. definitely condusive for learning.. right now, i'm in the midst of robotics lessons with this pro trainer mr samuel.. i hate to think that these kids might be smarter than us.. rulang is gonna take part in a robotics com under the sec sch category.. these kids are learning much more things, and in much greater depth than we did those years.. it's scary.. perhaps its evolutionary.. humans are gonna become smarter and smarter.. *gggrrr* i know nuts about robotics lo.. so i'm just sitting ard blogging.. muahaha..
the 1f kids are cute.. made them do colouring.. of a shark.. then made them sit on a *magic chair* and read stories to the class, then made them read and act out this big storybook "pardon said the giraffe".. they get really excited by colouring.. and acting.. and reading stories to the class.. sometimes i am forced to remember my own childish behaviours through theirs.. things like "teacher he take my pencil", "teacher i dun wan to friend him", "teacher he do *some insignificant thing*".. haha.. other humans are powerful reflections of your past, and your future..
met ms beh.. she slimmed down really a lot.. a lot a lot.. but she still walks in that characteristic *ms beh* way i can spot her from afar.. now her hair is dyed.. she wears braces.. looks different.. but still has that essence of *her*.. hmmm somehow she is not that *nice* anymore.. i dunno.. there is just this change about her that i do not know how to describe.. was thinking to myself, did the endless piles of work make her forget to let her hair down, stop being so hectic, and perhaps, i dunno?? the highlight of the day is of cos meeting fu lao shi.. i dinnoe how much i missed her till i met her.. as usual, she is that motherly figure.. offering advices, awwwee.. teaching us lessons on life.. asking about everybody like bx jess liwei.. aaaahhhh.. i just love her to bits.. rulangnites.. fu lao shi says we shud all meet up for coffee with her someday! we definitely should!!! :) was telling me not to ren4 ding4 a relationship so early.. cos homosapiens are ever-changing creatures.. you gotta wait for guys to go thru ns, uni, and work society to toughen them up.. and according to her see how they respond to the numerous female advances that will inevitably arise along the way.. heh.. she said that girls are usually the ones who get hurt in a relationship, cos guys are more likely to change than girls and also cos girls pour everything we have all at once into a relationship, but for guys, they give bit by bit.. hence when things get bitter, it's harder for girls to let go.. (of cos i understand the underlying meaning she was implying by that sentence too.. heh).. she also said.. it is only when you meet other better guys and you can remain non-chalant to them that you know that you really love that guy.. if your devotion becomes shaky after meeting some other guys, then you do not really love that guy.. you are perhaps just hanging on due to habit, or things that you can't let go.. all these make a great deal of sense.. i just love love love fu lao shi.. *hugs*
meanwhile, im sure jess is having lots of fun in jb! (lucky gal, i met jovina just now), hectic bx must be drowning in her orders, and jam must be having fun with makeup.. mich will be trying to rid herself of the pox virus :) love u all guys..
