what's the point of fretting over getting a job when this is the only 'real' break you're gonna have for probably the rest of your life till you retire? hmmm.. makes lots of sense.. but why am i still fretting? weirdo. prob cos everyone seems to be working or occupied and there's no one to stone with me.. haha.. spend the lazy afternoons together.. bah.. stop complaining baorong.
got relief stint at rulang today and tml.. the teacher wanted me to teach the class stuff today.. yep.. so i taught p1 english and maths.. i dinnoe the smallest animal in the world is the pygmy shrew.. and the loudest animal is the cicada.. it can be heard from 64km away! aaahhhh.. it's great that you can learn new stuff from p1 textbook.. met the other relief teachers.. like hyen ying.. that chiobu is so pretty now.. how come everyone's getting prettier except me.. met corina too.. she's from jj squash! and i reminded her that we would have met for a few seconds at yck last yr.. cos uncle robino was introducing me to the jj girls.. and yep.. she remembers meeting a girl robino introed.. the world is indeed very very small.. we are all so intricately linked! scary..
as usual, i am a bad teacher.. bah.. bad bad bad.. no patience.. and i can't be bothered to humour the children when they keep complaining about their friends touching them or not doing their work.. wah.. i mean.. they dun wan to do then dun wan to do lo.. its their loss and their own business.. but i guess.. kids, being kids.. they are just too nice and naive.. teaching is a tiring job.. but for the money.. its all worth it.. $_$ heh..
living is merely existing when you don't find meaning in daily things..
living is a chore when there are problems bugging you that you know there can never be satisfactory solutions to..
living is illusionary when you keep on hoping for things to happen tomorrow that do not ever happen..
living is a disappointment when you pray for miracles to happen, but they don't..
but living is the ultimate gift, for tomorrow still brings infinite possiblities even if they seem impossible today..