_living each day*

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

last day of reliefing.. somehow today was a little more unbearable than yesterday, perhaps due to the lack of techno club (the robotics lesson) to let me slack and get away from the monsters.. i spent my whole day with 1f.. wah.. at the day progressed it got worse.. kids are really rowdy when they are in a group.. when they played whacko.. oh my gosh~ they were screaming and shouting like nobody's business.. made them play a simplified version of 7-up too.. ahhhh.. so much of pointing fingers.. and scolding and reprimanding.. these kids have not learnt how to work in a team yet (not surprising.. they are only p1).. what was a rare sight though was during their assembly.. they had a mass music lesson and boy were they responsive.. the teacher made them do funny actions to a song and they were so enthusiastic about it.. they respond with zest to whatever they are required to do.. this is really hard to find in older kids.. who bothers to raise their hands when asked a question, let alone do funny actions? kids.. the naive days.. the days when you do not know how to hide your intentions or emotions.. days when you complain openly about people without being scared that they will backstab you.. days when you just scold that person in the face when he pushed you.. days when you look to adults for guidance in every single thing you do.. days when you have respect for everything and everyone older than you.. many things are gone when you grow up.. in a way, it is good, cos you learn to be milder and offend less people, but in a way, its bad too.. cos we are now concealing our most primitive side.. or has our primitive side changed through the years?

__pondering* 10:28 PM :)