Friday, April 08, 2005
halo! read the blogs.. now even bx is talking about "growing up".. b, ur rly scary.. thinking about saving money to buy a house when you are 30 when you are not even 19? its good to plan ahead of course.. but.. hmmm.. ok.. isn't it a bit too early? perhaps that's because you are already in the "working world".. while i'm still suckling milk at home.. (muahah).. life is biasa sahaja.. (normal).. trying to learn some malay phrases last minute so that i can impress auntie anna and uncle latif when i go kallang tml! *grin*.. but if all fails..one sentence will save me! "saya belajah cekap melayu, saya tak tahu apa awak cekap! saya tak faham!" haha.. :P
time really flies.. it's been a week.. it didn't seem like too long ago when i heard daniel ong exclaim on radio that "it's friday! the weekend is here!".. i guess when you are unemployed or not schooling, you sort of lose sense of time.. everyday is the same.. cos everyday, you wake up as late as you want.. do whatever you want.. i guess.. right now, my aim is to read.. and learn.. learn as many things as i can.. things that i can't find time to learn next time.. like.. malay.. and of course driving.. and.. baking.. sounds crazy.. these activities are killing my grey matter (if they have not yet degenerated).. of cos i long for a job, but with all the funny times i've booked for driving lessons, it's rather impossible to get a proper job.. i think i shall just wait patiently for someone to look at my ad and decide to call me.. really hope i can go on some humanitarian trip.. badly want to go for the sri lanka one.. or the tibet or myanmar one.. it will be so great to engage in meaningful things during this interim period.. but if not, i shall just check up the volunteer sites.. :)
growing up means many things..
being nicer to my sis, mum, and try to do something to change my ugh dad (he's still not talking.. not smiling.. its a chore to be with him.. )if not, i have no idea how my mum can grow old with him..
being a kind good doctor. (in the far far future) hopefully i won't get blinded by money like what some doctors did. i hope i will be financially competent enough to not charge my poor patients and not end up in debt myself.. and maybe join medicin sans frontiers.. :)
being able to manage all aspects of my life well.. be a good friend, wife, doctor, mother, daughter.. many people warn me that "be doctor got no private life noe?".. i'm gonna prove them all wrong! who says that a female doctor can't juggle her career and family simultaneously? hmph!
knowing how to whip up marvellous dishes for my future husband!!
knowing how to do household chores efficiently!
widening my social circle and be more willing to get my posterior out of the house..
being friendlier
learning not to judge people or have pre-conceived notions about them. and of course not to speak ill of anyone.
thinking and using my brain more..
BEING MORE OPINIONATED AND DECISIVE! and not procrastinate when deciding to get things done!
BEING MORE CONFIDENT!
not being such a scatter-brain.
the list goes on.. shan't bore anyone further.. :P have a good saturday! i dream of world peace.. and a chance for an outing to Club Med!
