Sunday, March 06, 2005
hey hey~ hope everyone have gotten over their joy or sorrow.. congrats to all who did well, and to those who didn't, dun give up, its just a challenge posed to you by the Greater Being.. what don't kill you will only make you stronger.. :) now is the time to scout for scholarships and apply for universities. . esp to bx and hp.. PLEASE.. (in a begging tone) go look thru the scholarship guides carefully. . because bountiful opportunities await within those pages.. well, i got a conditional offer for the Singapore Gov Scholarship to study psychology in UK.. i guess that's why the Uni of York suddenly changed my conditional offer to an unconditional offer.. i'm still considering..
been thinking thru the prospects of studying abroad.. the more i think about it, the more courage i lose.. i admire betty and ness.. esp betty.. they have dared to venture abroad into a foreign land, esp for betty cos she didn't even make plans for accomodation.. i think about the loneliness, the chores.. having to take care of yourself, make new friends whose culture is entirely different from yours, navigating in a land that seems all ready to engulf you into the unknown streets and corners, looking after yourself when u fall sick, studying and have no one to care about you or wait up with you.. it is just so scary.. i wonder how the rest did it.. the thought of leaving my comfort zone without anything or anyone familiar makes me shudder.. the safest place for a ship is the harbour, but the place where the ship belongs is the sea.. that's indeed true.. shall psycho myself.. if others can, i can too!
watched howl yesterday with my sis.. haha howl makes me drool! that floppy silky hair.. that chio look.. that mesmerizing voice.. oh man.. but i dun really understand the plot.. mayb hp and bx can explain.. :) hitch is nice! its funny and sweet.. but i din enjoy it to the max cos i was watching it from the corner of the first row.. hard to appreciate good things when you are not in the best position.. heh..
wanna watch so many more shows! hide and seek, white noise, a series of unfortunate events, a moment to remember.. laalaalaa
and i wanna get well soon too.. haven't been healthy since the eve of CNY.. first got a sore throat, which got worse as i took up relief teaching.. and just as i was recovering, my sis passed me her flu bug.. so now i've got fever cough and a hyperactive nose.. my voice has progressed from being sexy to being nasal.. haha.. :) my mum n sis predicted that if i become a doc, i'll be perpetually sick.. hope it doesn't come true..
wang is POPping on tues!! :) finally can get to see him in that smart uniform! i'm sure he'll look so suave and dashing! *drool* ok.. i sound a little perverse.. :( but ya, i'm looking fwd to spending a lot a lot of time with him! cos i dunno when the next opportunity will come..
