Monday, February 07, 2005
well.. was feeling bored, so i decided to explore some of the links on jam's and jess' blog.. jess' blog mainly.. those that caught my eye were andrew fang's and dedrick's blogs.. help me put a person to the face of andrew and dedrick.. andrew's blog is really nice.. as in.. its not brainless.. there's rambling of course, but its in good english.. and its somewhat like a GP essay.. talks about the bad things.. the good things.. then gives a conclusion at the end.. haha.. well weighed and thought through conclusion at such. its just different from some other blogs.. makes one want to read more cos its so enjoyable reading it.. haha..
dedrick's blog is nice.. i didn't know he's so sentimental.. he writes beautiful poems.. i guess i know who he is writing about.. the last entry was quite long ago. guess NS took his time away.. something he wrote struck me.. "if attention is a pie that is given out to people, how big can the largest share be anyway? Maybe that's why many memories are associated with groups of people" that is so wise.. i'll never be able to come out with something so wise.. admire those people who can come out with these kind of quotable quotes.. :)
blogs are devices for people to keep in touch with others.. great for shy people who do not dare to approach others directly.. fantastic for people who cannot communicate their feelings and thoughts through verbal language.. the sad thing is.. blogs can't contain every single thing you want to express.. because it may be offensive.. and it would be blowing up totally the mask that everyone's been trying to paint, whether consciously or not.. this feeling's quite weird.. there are things you want others to know. yet at the same time you don't want them to know.. you wish you can share what you feel to someone, let that person know the real you.. and yet you are afraid of the inevitable judgement that comes along with sharing.. guess that's where a zhi ji comes in..
forgive me.. just mindless brainless rambling.. been exploring some other blogs.. random clickings.. found another nice saying.. "they say its mind over matter.. if you don't mind, then it doesn't matter" haha.. quite true..
betty dear.. its true that people do not learn to cherish until it is gone.. that struck a chord in me.. i think that's exactly what i'm doing now.. its really mean of me.. shall try to change that.. but there's this part in me that's waiting impatiently to explode.. shall try to deflate that harmlessly.. hopefully it works with work.
