teaching has made me VERY extremely vulgar.. what the Freak man! i was just cursing and swearing all the way.. uncontrollably.. i try my best not to curse or swear.. but i really can't help it! that stupid class! what the Freak! (i'm really trying very hard to not use that f word. ) what the freak man! i can just tear up the papers and bang my head against the wall! shit them man! irritating baskets! i already told them the correct answers how many darn times!!!!! i showed them the answer on the visualizer. i read the answers to them at least 4 times.. for EACH and EVERY question! and what do i get? crap and shitty answers! they din even bother writing down the right answers! f them la! what the heck am i doing? trying so hard to make them learn. but they just keep talking! JUST KEEP TALKING!! its so HARD to keep them quiet la!! freak la! when i am scolding that person, that person actually has the audacity to laugh and continue talking!!!!!! give me that stupid kiampa face! i'm talking about many students now, not just that yan xiang person.. i hate them! i really tried my best.. repeated meself so many so many idiotic times.. they just refuse to listen. those at the back.. even those at the front. just keep talking. i go thru answers they dun care. when i pin point them and ask them if they copied, they nod their heads, when i walk over there to check.. my blood BOILS. BOILS. i feel so angry i just want to tear their papers and throw their bags out and give them two tight slaps. yes. that's the extent of my anger. i know its scary. but i can say that anyone in my position would feel that. that is how b****** the class is. i am so pissed. i still got how many idiotic piles of ws to mark! how many more years do i have to forfeit just to mark these papers which is worth nothing to them?! freak them man. FREAK.