Tuesday, February 08, 2005
hey bx.. i'm guilty of apathy too.. sigh.. it is indeed true.. people say "oh my god" and then go back to their dinners.. all of us are too caught up with our daily lives.. as long as it did not happen to us, or will not have the possibility of affecting anything related to us, who cares?! for me.. it is not "who cares?".. but.. there's simply nothing i can do but to wish them well.. and feel angry at all the injustice.. must watch hotel rwanda when i get my pay..
earned 15 bucks today.. 15 miserable bucks after standing for 6 hours.. washed more dishes today than i did my entire life.. i dun find washing therapeutic, unlike bx.. i prefer to serve customers.. like.. scoop ic.. or serving plates and stuff.. i hate washing.. and yet i had to do ALL the washing.. hopefully i get "promoted" and can get some other newcomer to do all the washings next time while i prepare food.. all i do now is to wash wash wash, mop, wipe, scoop collect money.. bah.. the boss is not very friendly.. as in.. not a friendly boss la.. not that he's mean or anything.. sigh.. most of the ic were sold out today.. cookies and cream.. giandoia, tatufo.. blah blah.. sigh.. tired.. at least work took my mind off my boredom.. :( bah.. well.. at least the next time i work, i'll be gettin 5 bucks an hour.. not pathetic 2.50.. carn believe it.. i only earned like.. wad? 25 bucks after workin for 10 hours.. hard labour summore.. when a relief teacher gets wad? 65 bucks for working 5.5 hours?? a tuition teacher earns like.. wad i earn in 1.5 hours? oh crap.. i am so money minded now.. but i guess in the end, its the experience that counts.. not being poor means you get served practically all the time.. (except in squash.. u strive to serve.. heh).. this brings a whole new dimension to "serving".. serving the nation, serving the school, serving the society thru civil service.. bah.. all these concepts of service are so abstract.. what i'm doing now might be meaningless.. (i mean, anyone can do without ic.. its not life-sustaining or sth).. but at least i understand how it feels to be a *labourer*.. haha.. to be a good leader, you must be able to emphatize with those under you.. understand what they are going through.. that's how you build relationships.. relationships based on understanding.. oh man why am i getting so philosopohical.. but ya.. i'm a bad employee.. i steal ic.. haha.. as in.. the loose bits and pieces that happen to fall into the tins meant for other flavours.. haha.. yum yum.. i still have yet to try other flavours.. cos its always stupid mango that falls into some other tub.. bah.. i love money.. i love money.. i love money.. $$$$$$... haha..
