_living each day*

Thursday, January 27, 2005

i feel like my life is entangled in a web of lies. hopefully i get out of it soon.

i think that everyone needs a moral companion. somebody who shares the same values as you do, and is there beside you to remind you not to do the things that you disapprove of, and vice versa. sounds weird, but i realise that many times, we tend to do the very things that we disapprove of, either unconsciously or in the heat of the moment. Humans tend to see the wrongs in others, and not see the same bad traits in themselves, for example, there are many things that i told myself i will never ever do, and yet i still commit them and then regret about it. I am not a good watchman for my own behaviour. Guess some other like-minded person would do this task better. Haha.. Sounds far-fetched, actually simply impossible. But owell.. the powers of human imagination.

Wonder how UL is.. Pong.. Bx, Jess, Mich, Jam.. Hp is happily scooping ice cream and training her arm muscles.. :) dunno why i feel so lazy to take the initiative to message my girlfriends.. And to start calling up places for a job. Gosh.. The thing i hate most: grumbling about sth and yet not doing anything to help it. And i am committing that error again. h-a-h-a.

__pondering* 3:36 PM :)