hi my dearest gals.. i'm back.. from london.. feelin really horrible.. jetlag.. plus 14 hours of claustrophobia.. and i'm supersized now.. i really miss you guys so much.. so so muich.. wanna see you guys soon.. sigh..
as i sit down here, i bid farewell to my cambridge dream.. its particularly painful, given that i had just visited cambridge when i went to london.. saw the college i applied to, and the other colleges that i wished and prayed with all my heart will accept me through the pool.. but too bad.. when one is not up to that calibre, there is no use dreaming that far and aiming that high.. i'm just torn..
its finally getting to me.. yea.. but owell..
i feel stupid.. just like bridget jones.. thinking about some weird lofty ideas about being accepted by all my unis and having a hard time choosing.. think right now, i've gotta beg unis to accept me, not the other way round.. oh whatever..
weird pictures flashing in my mind now.. oh whatever.. whatever..