i am PMSing.. darn.. i just feel so so so pissed all of a sudden its amazing how my hormones can exert their efffect so suddenly.. i need to learn to let go.. to accept.. to not set my expectations so high.. to stand my ground.. to have my own mind.. to think less about some things and to think more about others.. yeah.. so many things to learn.. how am i gonna learn them all?? irritating. it sucks. yeah.. here i go again.. "sucks sucks sucks".. that's all i know.. irritating.. irritating.. its crazy how i get irritated over small things.. i am really crazy. oh whatever.. just let me be crazy.