Saturday, December 04, 2004
hey hey!! exams are finally over.. couldn't bring myself to blog.. cos there are just so many things.. so many things happened.. right now.. i'm just fretting over grad nite tml.. cos i haben gotten everything.. for a start.. i only got my outfit yesterday.. haha.. gonna die la.. gonna be the most casual one there..
its just amazing.. how you were stuck in that mud and now ur out of it.. it was suffocating inside.. and now i'm free! :) its just amazing.. and once in a while.. my mind will wander off to when i receive my acceptance letter from cambridge.. and then i'll get so excited my hearts pumps at supersonic speed.. haha i wish that dream will come true.. but well.. its a long shot.. just hope for the best..
holidays can be quite boring.. i wish i can get a good job soon.. earn my own money.. and then i can buy the things that i want to buy instead of spending my parent's money all the time.. feel so bad doing that..
thinking back.. studying in school was very fun.. gettin the aunties to open the ts.. us spraying fire extinguisher in john's room and then had to clean up the white powdery sticky carbon dioxide cum some other chemical that settled after that.. how we rearranged john's ts, hiding his stuff everywhere and turned his whole ts upside down.. and then the rest conspired and turned our ts upside down.. i wonder if that smiley face that is made from all the mini tables from the chairs is still there.. i remember how kaihan would fight with us for the graffiti table.. he foolishly reached school at 630am to kope that table la! haha! hilarious~ how chetan and the gang of hockey boys showed us that funny push your hand against the door stunt.. how they tried to scare us by hiding in the shadows.. how yh was tryin to catch the rats in the council room while azi and i were screaming non stop.. how the rat committed suicide by plopping into the big drain when we released it.. and how chetan thot the 2nd rat spoke to him when he released it.. haha.. the exciting things that happened are too many to list.. i'll never forget them.. i guess.. nothing like that would happen again.. sometimes.. things just happen spontaneously.. haha.. gonna miss everyone..
rj has taught me many things.. i personally feel that my time in rj was much more enjoyable than that in rg.. perhaps.. i was more squash centred then.. but now i'm more involved in school life.. school is what you make out of it.. i'm glad i got to know all my friends.. they're fantabulous! life is just.. wonderful now.. :)
but at the same time.. its quite.. hmmm.. dunno wad to say.. its like.. u suddenly grew up overnight.. you're no longer a student.. like.. "wow! i'm an adult now! no more uniforms!".. not quite accustomed to that mindset yet.. like wad wang said.. from now onwards.. things will be career oriented.. its quite scary.. the stresses of being an adult are going to pile on us soon.. as much as i don't want to enter adulthood.. its inevitable.. scary scary.. every step we take.. its gonna be important for our future.. really hate that feelin.. you gotta think before you make any decision.. bleahz..
but well.. no choice..
i read dave pelzer's trilogy.. i felt so drawn into the story.. my heart went out to him as i tried to grasp what he must had felt.. the mind is so mysterious.. its capable of making, and breaking you.. its just amazing how he was able to break out of his monsters and live the way he does.. i admire his determination and perserverance.. don't think i'd have survived if i were him.. heh.. its amazing.. how he could forgive.. and love.. the human spirit is strong indeed.. but only if the mind wants it to be..
wanna meet everyone soon~ love you guys! :)
