hey peeps.. long time no see.. how's everyone? been feeling rather lethargifc lately.. farewell was on friday.. it wasn't a very tearful farewell for me.. (i always cry at the wrong time) because i know that i'll still see most of the people.. its not like we'll never ever meet again.. so why cry? haha.. but its amazing how time just does a 100m dash past you and you don't even realise that it has passed you.. actually i feel quite ashamed of myself sometimes.. i'm already a very lucky girl.. so why am i complaining about so many things? its so disgusting.. i've got a working body, a working (though not working at optimum quality) brain, friends, family, education.. but sometimes.. well.. people just love to compare themselves to those above them...
i wonder.. are we all running the same race? or are we running our own individual races? or are we running a race with those of our own standard? if we are all running the same race, then i've got to ask why some people get to have a headstart over the rest.. but if the answer is one of the other two, then i can only conclude that society isn't fair cos all the races take place simultaneously on the same track and the results arn't judged according to which race you're competing in but instead, your performance is ranked relative to all the races. haha.. actually i realised.. the ultimate conclusion is.. "life isn't fair".. haha.. the world is so complex.. i wonder if i've got a past life, or an afterlife..
but anyway.. wimbledon rocks! squashers must watch it! it brings back the adrenaline of our past squash matches.. with mg esp.. haha.. match points.. the suspense.. haha.. they should make a squash show.. and get perter nicol to star in it.. *drools* haha..
study hard peeps!! :)