i received the "prospectus" for yale university.. i guess many others received it too.. yale is a really nice place.. at least the photographer took very nice pictures of yale.. its really gorgeous.. as i was flipping the book, i saw this picture consisting of many faces with radiant smiles, each donning the much coveted rectangular graduation hat.. and i felt this.. sudden overwhelming urge to.. to i dunno wad.. but i just felt this rush of tears.. (no its just a rush of tears, i din cry..) how many more years will have past before i can proudly put on that hat and say that i have graduated? how tough will that road be? the future is very scary.. right now, i don't even know if i can get into a university.. and i am looking forward to the day i graduate.. how overly-ambitious.. *applauds myself*
i wish i could be those people who look only at tomorrow, and give no heck about what's gonna come the day after.. in that way, they'll always be happy.. or so i guess? sigh.. i was attending obkorea briefing today.. and suddenly i thot to myself " gosh i love my life".. its just amazing how thoughts can change in the blink of an eye.. i want a crystal ball..
we met zafri at kino that day.. i was browsing thru the medicine section.. and i was (and am still) overwhelmed.. :( its tough.. (ok it had always been, and i know it) zafri said he got accepted into st georgia's(??) but he felt it wasn't the type of life he wanted.. we were talking about doctors having to take exams every year.. going back to classrooms for approx 15 years.. gosh.. to think that once i step onto this path, there's no way i can leave scary textbooks and exams and concentrate on my romance stories.. haiyoh.. what a terrible life.. i dun wanna slog my life away.. at the same time, i dun wanna waste my life away.. oh no.. i am going on about this again.. arghz.. shall end it here.. *snip*
colours today was boring.. marcus phua is now TALLER than me.. and i was 2 heads taller than him last time.. i hate testosterones.. they are the cause of sexual offences and the cause of male's superior sporting abilities as well as their shocking ability to "eat so much and not get fat" and "exercise a bit and build up so much muscles" I officially announce "testosterones" as women's GrEatEsT enemy.. :(
s***w maths s. and chem s too.