Friday, September 24, 2004
hihi people! hows everybody? i missed you all... really.. tml's colours awards.. so happy.. can see bx and hp again!!! very very excited.. but im scared i carn fit into my blazer skirt anymore.. cos i think i put on so many lumps of lipids.. its plain disgusting.. haha.. got obs briefing tml too... btw.. my net broke down.. my com's plagued with viruses.. so i wun be blogging so often recently i guess.. this is my sis' com..
know what? silly me broke down today.. must be the influence of hormones.. *hint hint* after bio paper.. jess yh and i were checking answers and i realised that i keep getting wrong answers after wrong answers.. i was so blardee pissed.. and so disappointed.. i flunked the easiest paper of the prelims la! how can that be! gosh.. so silly me got so upset.. pulled a long face from the hall back to the council room.. and back there.. i couldn't stand the sight of everyone smiling cos they were comparing answers and got many things correct.. so i went to the verandah and took up this shuttlecock from the floor and started mutilating it.. at least now i know how the feathers were put together.. and somehow this seemed like positive feedback and i started tearing.. and before long.. it was full blown crying.. with the tears flowing.. *sniffing but no sound though* yh came out.. we took a walk.. but that just made me worse.. sigh sigh.. i told him i dunno why i was crying.. so there 's no use making such a big fuss out of this bio mcq.. i think i got raped worse for the other papers.. like leaving 37 marks out of 100 blank.. ahem.. i think i am quite amazing.. i think i have grown.. if this had happened in the past.. like me getting a few questions wrong.. i would have pulled a long face the whole day and remain dem pissed..(does that sound like some ex pri sch classmate we noe? the lost world? haha... hope he learns to let go too!) but now.. i can get raped like hell and then come out laughing that i had left 37 marks blank.. i'm learning to let go.. take it easy.. and its great :) except for today.. "rare" outburst.. ok its not that rare.. but for the whole prelims.. i had not felt so upset about a paper before, even though i was pretty screwed.. so i concluded its the hormones.. sexual repro ppl shud noe it best. haha..
owells i miss blogging... i think i m gonna flunk my prelims.. s papers are coming up.. bx i'm luckier than u.. got no paper on my bday.. but the next day i've got another mutilating session of chem s.. definitely will make me puke blood and my innards out.. so i guess im not so lucky after all...
jia you everybody.. its the 2nd last stretch.. for those w/o s.. good for u! ur ordeal is over.. to poor ppl like us still struggling.. jia you!! actually prelims is the 4th last ordeal.. prelims --> GETTING PRELIM RESULTS (its a real BIG ordeal)-->a's --> getting a's results... hahaha... ok wadeva.. baorong is gettin crazy..
btw.. terminal and dodgeballs is really nice!!! watched terminal today and dodge on wed... both are really nice.. the terminal is so touching.. its such a show that makes me wanna cry.. cos victor is so so so innocent sweet cute smart witty sincere.. he makes ppl feel like they wanna hug him and love him and pity him.. its like another forrestgump character.. like so pitiful and so cute! i absolutely love him!!! he's a great cute man!!!
ok i better stop amusing u.. :) tata and jia you in wadeva ur doing.. :]
