yoyo.. i'm determined to be a good senior to my juniors in the future.. cos the seniors i spoke to are really really so great and nice.. like guohao and danny.. they really helped me a lot.. :) what great people..
just saw ruijie on tv.. president scholar.. 1 out of the 2.. so rare.. he's really super zai.. his mother must be so proud.. :) so happy for him.. deserves it.. being the president scholar was something i wanted to be in primary school.. a lot a lot.. haha.. cos of my parents la.. every year on tv.. they nv fail to highlight to me the top PSLE scorers, top o levels top a levels, president's scholar.. so well.. i guess its natural to want to follow in their footsteps.. but i realise that as you grow older.. things become so utterly different.. your dreams become so much harder.. almost impossible to reach.. its really scary.. even the practical things are so hard to attain.. reality has shrunk our space for dreams and imagination.. we're bogged down by all the 'real' things daily.. sigh.. i hate j2 like.. wanna get out of it quickly.. if only u could be a doctor without studying medicine.. haha.. i guess no one would wanna see doctors then.. but owells.. i hate studying.. just let me be a senior toilet management officer.. :)