Saturday, August 28, 2004
physics prac was over.. :) went rather ok.. i wun fail.. but i dun think i'll do fantastically well too.. but i'm happy enough that i managed to finish.. *phew* when we were all outside the lab waiting to go in.. this overwhelming sensation washed over me.. as i looked at wangning rocking back and forth.. baoluo hk andy crowding together trying to relax.. i suddenly understood the true meaning of "we stood there together, waiting to go inside the battlefield and conquer whatever is ahead of us".. i dunno how to describe.. i just felt this.. sudden sense of closeness with everyone.. we're all in the same boat.. we're all on one side.. we're gonna help each other to emerge of the lab.. :) what a magical feeling..
over the days.. i've come to realise that everybody's put into ur life for a reason.. i really appreciate everyone in my life.. all of them have helped to shape my life and my personality one way or another.. no matter how small the change is.. :) i really love everyone around me.. they've helped me through the hardships and confusions in my life.. made me learn to grow up.. instilled values in me.. moulded my personality.. basically.. they just made me who i am today.. thanks to you.. yes you.. for being yourself and for being my friend.. i love you!
as i was walking back to sch from jelita last night.. a question popped into my mind.. if suddenly a taxi stopped and offered you a short ride back to school.. would u argree to hitch a ride? or would u rather not take the risk and walk back on your own? if your answer is.. u do not want to take a risk.. doesn't it make it very hard for people to be nice and helpful?.. cos sporeans are brought up with that mentality that people won't be so kind to you for no reason.. they will have some ulterior motive.. that makes it so difficult for people who genuinely want to be nice.. cos they will think that the other person will think that he is up to no good..and they will not take the initiative to help others for fear that they will be misunderstood.. and this makes our society an unhelpful one.. i carn express myself very well.. but hope u guys get my idea..
not going for the firefly and psc talk today.. siansation.. gonna rot at home and study for chem prac.. Bleahz.. :( im gettin real flabby.. all the muscles that i painstakingly built up from squash are now all degenerated into bobs of fats and swing here and there uncontrollably whenever i move my legs and arms and anywhere of my body.. i feel like a lump of meat rolling and boucing everywhere.. haha.. sounds disgusting right? paisei! haha..
