Wednesday, August 11, 2004
halo peeps! guess wad? yingheng did a calculation.. and found out that for screwed ppl like us who haben started revision.. we've gotta like.. study 4 topics a day to make it in time for prelims.. wow.. he said we shud finish organic chem in 3 days.. haha.. wow! i'm gonna be stronger than catwoman by then.. wunder how am i gonna get thru.. pimples and white hair and stuff.. shucks. no more slacking.. but sing idol and the 9 oclock show continues! haha..
received siyu's letter yest! so happy.. its such a nice break from the studying of biotech.. it sucks la.. crammming how many hundreds of pages (literally) in 2+ days.. amazing!
gp today was humbling.. as it always had been.. i'm really not up to date with current affairs.. its real bad.. i think i shud make better use of my breaks.. like visit the library and read newspapers and not slack away laze ard.. its amazing how mr khoo can store so much info and arguments and insights in his brain.. i can practically see him keying the keywords into the brain and then like a internet search engine the arguments come out one by one and then he just articulates them so eloquently.. sth i'll never be able to do..
had a talk with mr hodge today.. a chat session with some other students abt scholarships.. he asked us for comments abt the sch's support for students seeking out scholarships.. whether we shud have sapphire prog like NJ and stuff.. and what it means to be a scholar basically.. well.. little baorong who cannot talk well tried to air her views and found herself not knowing what she was talking about.. its like when i talk halfway.. i'll realise i suddenly lost my train of thoughts.. and i'll just blurt out.. "oh no i'm veh blur abt all these.. " "i dunno la.. but ya.." "i dunno how ur going to do this but yada.." somehow i just cannot express what i think.. can't put my thoughts into words.. talk abt family conditioning man.. family foundation is so important.. tempted to say that u being a scholar or not has a lot to do with your genes and ur upbringing.. haha..but well.. everyone knows that already. everytime i spoke my leg shook.. gosh.. all that adrenaline.. my heart was pumping so fast.. really traumatising.. but rather happy that he remembered me from orientation special event.. haha.. just hope ms wang and he wun go away from the session thinking that i'm this girl who wants a scholarship for the prestige (im not aiming for one anyway.. no medicine scholarship) with no passion to serve.. haha.. and that im this weird girl who does not know what she is talking about and can say tt she's veh blur abt wad shes talking abt.. haha.. shucks..
lastly.. i highly recommend cafe supernova.. brilliant coffee.. delicious and keeps u awake effectively.. yep! :) till the next time i see you.. have fun! and i hope i can turn back time.. wud have started studying earlier!
