Monday, July 05, 2004
halo.. watched spidey the day before yesterday.. its a really nice show.. *grinx* a superhero who is not all super.. he is weak inside.. he is tangled up by emotions, he is plagued by problems that we normal humans have.. poverty, grades, love.. and most important of all, guilt.. the guilt to his uncle ben that makes him this hero.. he's trying to repay his debt that can never be cleared.. the scene where the people in the train carried his body and somehow like.. "worshipped" him.. and realized that spidey wasn't any big invincible man.. just a small kid.. and then stood up for him when doc oc came for him.. its really touching.. and of cos the part where MJ found out that he was actually spiderman.. its real touching too.. i carn imagine giving up my love just to be spidey.. sacrificing urself for ur love.. its such a wei da gesture that i dun think i can do.. i'm much too selfish.. spidey is such a nice show.. i'm lookin fwd to the third installment..
yesterday went to send siyu off..was at the airport at 7am.. he's real popular.. the big bunch of people who went to send him off justifies my point.. it was the first time i met him.. and of course i was rather.. scared and excited too.. i think its the.. 3rd time i'm meeting ppl i haven't seen my whole life.. sth like.. *blind* meeting.. haha.. its a nice meeting.. he's interesting and funny.. haha.. signed his autograph.. limitted to only 5 minutes.. haha.. took a pic with him.. most of the time i was standing there feeling quite awkward cos i dunno anyone there.. except for him and qt.. haha.. he left at about 8.. when he was queuing up to check in.. i was wondering.. how was he feeling.. leaving his friends behind once again.. first.. from china to sing, then from sing to canada.. then now from sing back to canada again.. prob he's numb? but it must have been a very sad feeling.. inevitable thought of how i would feel if i were in his shoes.. if there comes a day when i have to leave my family and friends behind to pursue things abroad.. how would i feel.. i would cry definitely.. its such a scary feeling.. so heartbreaking.. just makes me so scared.. yet so.. xiang4 wang3 too.. dunno la.. i'm weird.. haha.. hope he's reached china now.. and enjoying his stay and the chocs i gave him..
and of cos.. i hope qt is ok too.. i'll keep his grandad in my prayers.. jia you qt! jia you qt's grandpa! :) do the thing that causes you less pain..
went to raffles marina country club in the evening.. played arcade.. its been ages.. always think that arcade is such an utter waste of money.. one dollar for a few minutes of temporary entertainment.. while you toy for hours to earn that one buck.. its just so not worth it.. but well.. since my parents are in the mood and my sister orders me to play.. guess i'll just let loose.. played daytona, some skiing thing and many other things.. then we went to the dock to look at the yatches that were parked there.. gosh.. they're how beautiful.. i was overwhelmed with awe and a little bit of envy.. cos it'd be so nice to own a yatch and be able to take it out to sea.. go out to sea away from the city.. into the nature.. with the people you cherish together with you and spend quality time.. the yatches were so cool.. 3 storeys high.. had some suntanning place.. the rooms looked so big from the outside.. just like that kind darren and eve would spend their time on.. haha.. how ramantic..and i was wondering what kind of people had this kind of money to do this kidna things.. just spend one day out at sea.. on such a luxurious yatch.. i made a silent promise.. i will own a yatch next time.. and i will learn how to drive it.. and i will make the time spent on it a memorable one..
and as if a continuation from the yatch story.. i went home to watch message in a bottle.. such a bittersweet story.. but well.. i still prefer the storybook.. its in the storybook that you know more about the character's thoughts.. its when you can read into their inner thoughts.. understand them.. its such a.. tender feeling.. so precious.. soemthing that you can never get from movies.. and of cos i was disappointed.. cos i expected garrett to be.. more rugged and younger and sexier and better looking.. and theresa to be.. eh.. i dunno.. better looking too? it just.. crushed my imagination.. the plot was somehow different too.. the storybook's one more touching.. probably its because i can blend into the thoughts of the characters.. their private moments.. haha.. but the show's quite horny.. they just keep kissing and making love.. haha.. but its a nice show.. i cried when she read the last note he wrote to catherine.. its so sweet.. its another theme of not cherishing someone till he is gone.. a love that was so strong.. yet had no chance to develop.. its just so tragic.. heartwrenching.. grieved for them.. and for any other couples in the world who are facing the same tragic fate.. and hoping that i will not end up like them..
and.. lastly.. greece won! haha~ i finally stayed up to finish one whole soccer match.. haha.. 57th minute.. i could feel portugal's desperation as time trickled by.. and it was almost 90 minutes.. its just so.. sad for them.. but greece.. the underdogs became the overdogs.. haha.. greece must be so happy now.. haha.. but well..its another story of perserverance.. and not giving up on urself when others have given up on you.. nothing is impossible if you put ur heart and ur efforts into something and you believe in urself.. a lesson well learnt.. :) good job greece! and dun give up the other countries! you win some you lose some.. victory will never be sweet unless there are failures to flavour them..! :)
