sigh.. guess wad.. i've got good news.. i got 50/100 for GP.. 27/50 for compre and 23/50 for compo.. and my comments were quite awful.. sigh.. no one in the world can get worse than me i guess.. sigh.. its so demoralising.. why.. why.. why is my GP weak? what can i do to help myself? i really dunno how to.. its horrible.. seriously.. its gonna wreck my future la.. i'm weak in vocab.. weak in sentence structure (i carn come out with fanciful and interesting sentences for nuts).. and i dun have the content to back me up.. carn think of arguments for anything.. and i carn pen down my thoughts properly in words.. gosh.. everything is wrong.. tears just started to folw uncontrollably when i saw my paper.. its just.. unbearable.. whenever i try to stop, tears would just follow.. *yeah hydrogen bonding* i really dunno wad to do with myself now.. and mr khoo had to ask me to offer my opinion on sth when i was in the midst of trying to stop crying.. i was choking from all the tears i swallowed and my brain was just in shock.. and the whole day.. i was stoning.. brain just refused to work.. even asked alfie if bromine vapour can be tested with damp starch paper.. how bad am i.. aigh.. i dunno also la.. if only effective gp tutors were around.. and in.. outside tuition.. i got this feeling that mr khoo is too chim for me.. or my english language is just bad.. its always been bad since young.. but anyway.. i'm feelin a little betta.. c0uld smile.. but still feelin rather vexed..
could someone who believe in fate try to convince me? but well.. was just thinking.. if those people who believe in fate decide to slack away and say that in the end, its their fate.. then.. its really their fate.. aiyah.. i dun even noe wad i'm trying to say.. gosh.. nvm.. my eyelid feels funny.. sth bad's gonna happen i guess..