:) been very inspired by all the blogs i've been reading.. they look so beautiful.. *grin* hope i can have a beautiful site i can call my own too~ haha.. so that i can keep in touch with people i know.. sat down for half an hour++ trying to come out with a suitable name.. wanted esperanza.. beautiful name.. spanish word for hope.. hmmm.. gonna watch harry potter later.. exciting.. came back from KL yesterday.. quite a fun trip.. i just wonder.. if this would be the last time i'd be seeing my grandfather.. hopefully not.. sigh.. i hope i can cherish him more.. i knoe.. what a weird thing to say.. but i can't seem to make myself cherish him more.. perhaps its the distance.. the language barrier.. and the lack of interaction.. i noe i'll regret once he is gone.. "y wasn't i better to my grandad" but.. i really don't know how..