i dunno how i let myself sit in front of the computer and watch shows all day!
i gobbled down grey's season 3, house season 3, and sex and the city seasons 1 and 2.. and now i'm hungrily devouring season 3.. i can't believe i'm leaving for vietnam this coming thursday.. its like.. i've been wasting time at home and poof suddenly time passes so fast and its time to go for my hols.. i'm looking forward to it of course.. but the only sad thing is that school starts right after we come back from the trip.. yes, 1 whole year of crazy memorizing drugs names, projects, procedures, illnesses, signs, symptoms, wearing shoes that give blisters, standing and walking ard aimlessly in hospitals.. its just unbelievable. it really is.
and then there's the perpetual stomach bloatedness.. i forgot when was the last time i was hungry and not worried about how it'd feel when food goes down into my stomach.
and i wanna thank my boyfriend for trying..
and all my friends for being there for me..
suddenly feeling so sleepy.. i think its time for my 9pm show..
Maybe we accept the dream has become a nightmare.
We tell ourselves that reality is better.
We convince ourselves it's better that we never dream at all.
But, the strongest of us, the most determined of us, holds on to the dream or we find ourselves faced with a fresh dream we never considered.
We wake to find ourselves, against all odds, feeling hopeful.
And, if we're lucky, we realize in the face of everything,
in the face of life
the true dream is being able to dream at all.
- grey's anatomy